arlywn

    Gender: Female
    Location: no where in particular
    Relationship: Committed Relationship
    Orientation: Straight
    Children: Maybe Someday
    Body Type: Average
    Height: 5'0"
    Religion: Wiccan
    Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
    About Me: not much to say.
    Music: stone sour, slipknot, panic at the disco... exc.
    Movies: too many
    TV: house... and anything interesting
    Books: laurell k. hamilton
    poppy z. brite
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    Monday, February 19, 2007, 01:51 PM [Poems]

    GUY:
    Knock... knock
    Hello?
    Can you hear me?
    Are you there?
    Are you listening?
    Do you care....
    That I'm out here, calling for you?
    Do you understand that I'm here for you?
    That I'm driven by this urge to be here...
    Do you know that my heart is rushing?
    I cant breath...
    My head feels lightheaded...
    My hands are clammy...
    I can't swallow...

    Tell me what's happening please!
    I don't know what's happening!

    I cant explain this, I...I'm scared.
    I can't make it stop,
    I need you..

    Answer me please!
    Help me, for god sakes! Please!
    I can't keep doing this!
    I don't know why I'm here,
    Don't know what to do..
    What do you do when you're driven by the urge to come?
    To come to you?

    Please... just please answer me.


    GIRL:
    Knock... knock
    Hello...
    I can hear you
    I'm here...Listening...
    I thought I did, maybe I still do
    I just don't know...
    I don't know why...
    Stop it, please just leave me...

    I know... I can tell you; it's only a breath away..
    A simple, complicated thing...
    I can feel it too...
    Don't believe in it.... Stop...

    It'll be okay...
    It will never stop.... Its forever
    I need you... but its stupid, I can't... wont

    No, I cant!
    Go, please go!
    Get over this, move on, please for me...
    Stop this suicide... for that's what it is-
    Just another form of suicide

    Please just... be strong, fight this, drive it down..
    How can I tell you its love?
    Look into your eyes, and see our life flash by?
    What do you do when you're dying of a love that can't be?

    I.... Don't know how..

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    Relax( inspired by the band Slipknot)

    Monday, February 19, 2007, 01:48 PM [Poems]

    Relax
    It's over,
    You're mine.
    I want, I claim you!
    You can't do anything to stop me.

    I know you.
    Can see your memories.
    The way you cry in your sleep,
    (What makes you toss and turn?)

    You know I'm here beside you,
    I haunt you every day
    You try to ignore me, yet you can't
    Give up!

    Relax
    It's over
    You're mine.
    (Don't run in fear)
    Don't ask why;
    Cause you'll never see...
    I'm the guy you want me to be!

    I can't control the way I feel!
    Do I even want to?

    ALL I KNOW IS...I WANT YOU!

    Relax
    It's over,
    You're mine.
    Because I love you.

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    Monday, February 19, 2007, 01:45 PM [Poems]

    Tainted.
    Flawed.

    I'm stripped bare of my dignity,
    Robbed of my hope, my life.
    I want to be free! I've been trapped in your power too long.
    I'm sick of hearing I'm not wanted,
    That my only intelligence- are my cries.

    I have decided to be who I want to be
    (Not some role you assign me.)
    Would you believe that I was beautiful?
    Does it come as a shock for you
    To know that under all this illusion of control,
    There is a fresh, pure, healing hollow of my brokenly bruised image?

    As you abuse me- in so many ways,
    What are you thinking?
    Do the demons that control you, cause you agony?
    I've watched them hiding behind your eyes; I know them;
    I hate them.
    They took you- (my love) - away-
    Making you one of Satan's servants!
    Look at where those demons take you in life.
    Embrace Satan with the passion you never gave me.

    I once more beg you to turn back-
    Become the husband I married, please.
    But I know my words are in vain- you are deaf to my pleas.

    Even though I love you-
    Deep inside I know I must leave you
    I will go home to my family, the people who care for me.

    You don't deserve my kind- words after the hell
    I've gone through...
    But I give them anyway.
    I won't forget you-
    No matter how hard I try.
    I pray you find happiness, escape your demons.

    Remember:
    You can always change.
    Listen carefully; closely because women scream quietly.
    Don't tread in the same mistakes you made with me.

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    Monday, February 19, 2007, 01:41 PM [Poems]

    Welcome to a world of destruction,
    Where liars and thieves are in charge,
    Poverty has become the rich,
    And money is no more

    Welcome to the land of the dead,
    Corpses line the streets in despair...
    Bodies are decaying,
    And no one seems to care

    Welcome to my world,
    Where sinners beg for my attention
    No ones happy, but at least we're suffering together.
    There's no hope for any one,

    Watch me now; let me give you a taste of immortality.
    I've a body to die for.
    Darling there is no hope for you
    And you're dying inside
    Along with every one else.

     

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    Reality of Love

    Monday, February 19, 2007, 01:40 PM [Poems]

    Laughing about nothing
    Any who see you knows your heart
    Never a foul word, never a bad moment.

    Crying because your world is falling.
    I can't pull you back
    Knowing that your end is near...

    Now as I see you,
    Laughing once more at nothing,
    But crying because all is not the same.
    Your body is gone-
    But your soul remains.

    Looking back at it all,
    With the years I had you
    I know that you weren't meant to be mine,
    And all I need to know:
    Is it you that haunts me,
    Or my memories?

     

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